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I am back
Monday, December 28, 2009@ 6:30 PM
I am back : )

Not being an idiot again.

Yeap, no emo again.

Because I have already erase the memories.





5 most important things in my life before surgery
Piano
Guitar
Internet Connection
Chili Padi
Food

5 most important things in my life after surgery
Pain Killer
Tissue Paper
Nice, Clean, Spacious Toilet
Time
Medicine




Merry Christmas !
Friday, December 25, 2009@ 2:29 AM
She said this one special with the Cadbury.
But I can't eat.

Nice, I never had christmas present before : )
Oo yea I knew you gonna say the boy looks like me.
The cake, nice handwork! I love it!
I hope you did practice on the font!
And who's the boss, you know the truth : )
Great elephant by the way, are you trying to emphasize on something, maybe size? HAHAHA!

And I got to thank you for wasting your own time in the hospital last 2 days to entertain me! That was great, it just like movie theater =.= Made my ass less painful.. I think I had already die of boredom if you weren't there + the broadband thing( Just imagine on the bed whole day without internet connection). Thank you !

And good night, merry christmas : )





To : Master
Monday, December 21, 2009@ 4:34 AM
Finally manage to get this pic on the mighty web, it took me a decade!

WHO IS THE BOSS?
It depends. But you know the truth.

You hear me ?! HAHAHA !




Goodnight
Sunday, December 20, 2009@ 2:01 AM
Tracing my fingers round a silhouette ;
I haven't gotten used to yet ;
It's killing me.
It's dark I know ;
But then again, it's the brightest thing I've got.

Nice lyrics.

By the way, thank you for the consolation, that's the first time people do that for me, and I find it quite effective : D .




No nothing
Saturday, December 19, 2009@ 8:29 PM
Nothing happened actually, it's all my imagination, haha that driven me crazy.

: )




Nevermind, Never you mind.
Friday, December 18, 2009@ 11:11 PM
This is hurt. If only someone could understand. But unfortunately there is none. Well, just let it be, right. Nevermind, and never you mind.




In a very specific pointer, my existence means nothing.

There is only a single soul in this room.

The mind tells it, don't cry, time will fade it all and you'll vanish in a very sudden way. No one can stop and that's your fate. Forget the most crucial thing in your life now or die later.

Forget is the word.

Though that's an one way operation. You can forget but you need no to be forgotten because you aren't remembered.

I am going to school, goodbye.




Carpe diem
Wednesday, December 9, 2009@ 2:32 AM

I am feeling blue, of uncertainty and quandary, about the things that I've been doing for so long(it feels like) and where eventually will this lead me to.


I keep one bible of my own, and I take a look at it whenever it comes to situation like this, kind of like a motivation for me to keep the wheel running, as well as an inspiration for me to continue living. Well living without dream is pathetic. The title goes "You've got to find what you love", by Steve Job.


There were something I've been thinking for the past few days.

"If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right."

That was funny, yet so true, and I'm gonna do it, soon.


"you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever."

Was he lucky or something?

Anyway this statement is the only(well couldn't think of any other) reason that keep me doing what I am doing now.


"I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle."


I have dream, and I (or should I say we..) will not settle until I earned a LIFE.


"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."


These are the links anyway, if you're interested.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UF8uR6Z6KLc

http://news-service.stanford.edu/news/2005/june15/jobs-061505






Through glass
Sunday, December 6, 2009@ 8:28 PM
I'm looking at you through the glass, don't know how much time has passed;

And all I know is that it feels like forever;

And no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head.




Asshole.

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